i'm ania. going through a midlife crisis, running, and enjoying the vegan life.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
it’s amazing how a note from my father can disarm me completely. am i an emotional hostage? perhaps. that said, that he was the one to remember my name day today and to send me a note wishing me a good day, at the end of the day- expressing sorrow that i haven’t called them.
everything comes to a boil at the same time. or perhaps i have enough ingredients in the pot finally for it to come to a peak. i think that this year when my birthday comes, i will be glad that this year is over. i think that 25 has been a rough year and i still have a few months to go.
the al-anon meeting has helped me tremendously. i look forward to going back this week. i think of the serenity prayer as a way to calm myself. i think of being a friend among friends, a worker among worker. and a useful member of society ultimately. these are all things i need to learn to do.
